It’s been a long morning waiting.
I’ve been waiting quietly for a few days.
Earlier I hadn’t put things on hold by my waiting.
This morning I did.
I was waiting to do something that was completely out of my control!
I was waiting for a litter of puppies to be born.
I was stuck in limbo, waiting.
Scared to move in case I missed something.
Something I hoped I could help with.
I didn’t need to help
She knew what to do and this was her first time!
She learnt very quickly how to care for her puppies.
This strange place of being in limbo, I haven’t noticed it for a long time. It is the expectation of doing something that may be out of my control or understanding.
Giving in to someone else’s control isn’t something I normally do willing, there are exceptions.
We now have 8 puppies just a few hours old, some even less.
(not the ones in the photo)
The waiting is over, time to enjoy the puppies.
Time to stop waiting and get on with my life